First off this new blog posting is a surprise, arising from deeper dimensions, when at conscious awareness levels I had no intention of writing any more blogs this year.
So, what makes where I am a completely different reality? It‘s a combination of who/what I am now, the reality I am amidst as a composite Being, what I‘m energizing freshly each day as pattern-forms to experience, and what are no longer part of my experiences. “I” am now truly free from all ongoing cultural patterns that I incorporated in the past (and thought I had to use), where daily I stand back and energize afresh. This also includes freedom from ongoing attachments to designs of Love and all its probable ingredients. Moreover, Jim and I are each energizing new and fresh patterns daily for our relationship, seeing it as a wonderful playing field for individual creative opportunities.
The “Me” I primarily wrote about in the book, God‘s River of Love, published in 2003, was focused around the essence of myself as a spirit-being human, the worldview I was using in those days, and being the experiencer of events. In my manuscript, Within the River of Love, Translations and Applications, “I” had expanded to include my body organism as its own intelligent entity too, even more clearly understanding “symptoms” as part of its language. Today, the Me that is amidst this completely different reality is a composite multidimensional Being that includes me as an Essential I/spirit-being, our multilayered body organism, and the connections We make, both invisibly and visibly, amidst our overall environment of divinity. Then as a composite Being, I use my conscious awareness purposely, in various ways in various directions. Hence, these writings are coming forth from a harmonious alignment by all aspects of “Us” as co-writers.
Since so many of the energy vehicles I used for decades for expansion have accomplished their purposes, those challenging types of situations are no longer needed. As a composite multidimensional Being I have arrived at a dimension I can now comfortably, easily, and enthusiastically explore. It‘s an unknown territory, but not an unknowable one.
A few weeks ago, as a composite Being we imaginatively stripped out all the cultural emotions from past events, put them together into a form, thanked them for the experiences, and sent them off to be used in other ways. They too were glad to be liberated. This process cleared our psyche of them, where new emotions have been coming forth from our completely different reality environment. What has emerged so far are emotions of a glow and increased brightness around everything at times, more emotional space, a sense of well-being and overall satisfaction, clearer excitement, and feelings of expansiveness.
And, when Jim and I focused as realistically as we could on Understanding the position and perspective of someone we know, concluding he was really in a tough place financially, the concept of Unconditional Compassion arose to my conscious awareness. Recently, I had been searching for a way to think about some of the emotions I‘d been experiencing that were related to so many people and situations—and when the Unconditional Compassion framework arose, I knew it was perfect.
As I‘ve reflected, I think Unconditional Compassion is a lot of what the Buddha Realized under the Bodhi tree: He Saw humans suffering in their lives through their identifications and uses of their cultural programming, and he also Saw ways to identify oneself differently and live more fulfilling lives, which he went forth to tell others they could do. In other words, the Buddha‘s emphases upon Compassion and Loving-Kindness weren‘t predicated upon a select few, their choices and their lives, but was a way of thinking and Being with everyone.
Over the past months, while playing in this new reality I‘ve also continued to be aware of major ongoing local, regional, state, national, and global events—especially their connectedness. Additionally, I‘ve been keeping up-to-date with what some spiritual and religious leaders have been saying. And from these focuses, the following have emerged as perspectives and pictures:
As the human species, I think we have taken many of what I have termed the trouble-making designs that I discussed in earlier blog postings to their logical conclusions, one of which is opposites and oppositions. What‘s new is that in our current-day world there seems to be little room or appetite for moderates and bridge-builders, who are seen by some people to be ineffective wimps. That is, you are pressured to be strongly for one side or for the other one—where there is a winner and a loser. An area I‘m seeing this play out nationally is in terms of severe partisan politics here in the United States.
Then there has been the issue of a proposed Islamic multicultural center and mosque two-and-a-half blocks from the 9/11 Ground Zero site in New York City. The iman who has been proposing this is considered by many to be a moderate, bridge-building Muslim from the Sufi tradition of Islam. But this issue has brought to the forefront many Americans‘ fears about the Islamic religion overall, and about those who have used it to justify their destruction objectives and actions.
Looking at some of our U.S. history, in World War II we Americans had Japanese and German enemies we needed to defeat. After that there were the Cold War struggles with the U.S.S.R. and global Communism. And after 9/11/01, there has been growing opposition here in the U.S. to Muslims.
Now I believe that when individuals and groups energize patterns of opposites and opposition as part of their worldviews, they need others on their stages to oppose. Do I see another answer? Yes, I do. The first step is to consciously choose to effectively remove the whole design of opposites and oppositions from one‘s operating patterns. I‘m proposing that individuals choose to stand back from it all and go way beyond choices of being for, against, somewhere in the middle, or non involved … and also beyond dissent or protest. I continue to see we spirit-being humans collaborating with a many thousand year experiment, which is obviously coming to a conclusion … because just as obviously there are no good answers now if we continue to use our current-day matrixes and ways of thinking that got us to where we are today.
Moving to another subject. Reading what some current-day spiritual leaders are saying, I am seeing/hearing a major focus upon Being in a Witness position, which certainly can bring forth a distance from one‘s thoughts and experiences, such as I am proposing. And in my opinion, this is a very valuable position to establish and play with in one‘s psychic structure. Nonetheless, I think this basic reality system we are all amidst is designed to be a feedback loop, where each of us has choices and literally creates pattern forms we energize and then experience. So along with the Witness position and Experiencer mode, there‘s also a Selective Creative position, and an Evaluative one—all important elements of the feedback loop. I think part of the game-of-Life is that we have to energize and use patterns … so the question is—which ones? Are we humans going to go beyond cultural choices to create some truly different choices, with truly different results?
Furthermore, “Our” body organism thinks most current-day spiritual systems still aren‘t giving enough credit to the basic designs of our human mental/emotional/physical/spiritual bodies. This is a lead-in to talking about our body organism‘s central role now as the primary decider/chooser in our composite multidimensional Life.
From our body organism‘s point of view it has taken a lot of effort, steadiness, and consistency for it to have the kind of freedom it has wanted to have, to be able to explore and find out what it can be and become, without cultural limitations. It has had to fully liberate itself from patterns I-as-a-spirit-being human had used with it for my agenda, from Jim‘s designs for his Life, and from his and my interactions together that were part of the cultural matrixes of the times. And now it sees itself as fully empowered, sometimes feeling giddy with its opportunities. Its current focus is on emotional satisfaction, both as its starting point, as connectors, and then as evaluators. It is also emphasizing easy and effective results.
For Jim and I, the spring and summer seasons have been wonderful, individually and together. The designs we each set forth for our relationship liberation have worked well, thus far, for both of us. Jim has continued with his golf focuses, still and video photography, music studies, and outdoor activities, along with continuing to activate the changes he chooses to make. And I have become totally clear, including the specifics, that as an experiencer I have always been the originator of patterns which brought forth connections, co-creativity, and then the experienced events.
During the past months there have been many delightful duck dramas on Harmony Hill, and a new fox is in our lives. We think it‘s probably a female because of its size. Whatever its gender, I‘m calling it Beauty. One day in later August, hundreds of blackbirds flew, flowed, and swirled repeatedly throughout the surrounding areas. What an event! And soon, Jim will be making another compost pile, this time with 21 bales of alfalfa hay, to over-winter; and we‘ll be integrating new grass seed into our front yard—all of which are opportunities for celebrating Life, the natural world, and the changing seasons.
That‘s it for now. With Fresh Love and Best Wishes. J
