A Culmination Time

Exploring the basics. During this recent culmination time, when emphases I energized in the past and other manifestations from multidimentional sources have been emerging to my conscious awareness, what has stood out as a fundamental basic is individuality.

Many of the categories and other containers I‘ve used over the years with which to think about situations and people have been slipping away, where there‘s much more of a directness now without those filters and evaluators. I‘ve Realized that even though a person‘s words and/or actions may tell one story, there is most likely a whole lot more going on within that person‘s overall psyche, (which can be consciously hidden from her or him too) … And my conclusion is to be aware of each person‘s uniqueness, while also using my point of energization power in ways where I feel I‘m playing my part as wholistically as I can > letting it all go, where others do what they do or not-do.

One manifestation I‘m experiencing today is the result of divine Trust that I emphasized many times in previous years, when I Saw I didn‘t have enough of it in my Life. For me, I think it has provided a great underlying and growing energy vehicle.

All of my various aspects are involved in this personal culmination process now—as an Essential I/spirit-being, body organism, multidimensional self, all-things-considered self, and possibly others I'm not consciously aware of yet—reflecting and deciding what “we” will choose to make significant when we finish the process we‘re currently in of going through many materials in “our” personal room upstairs. They are in baskets, paper folders, computer files, etc. At the same time, as a Selector I Am purposely listening to all my inner voices, and becoming more familiar with them.

The winter season that began officially on December 21, 2010, is a great time for this culmination/evaluation focus. And “we” are clear that when we do make new choices, they will automatically set up new probabilities for connections and experiences, which I think is another basic of this reality system.

Other basics I‘m Seeing at this time are: each of us as a spirit-being human is part of Oneness, where each of us uses our personal power of creativity, imagination, and energizations amidst an overall divinity that is primarily moving towards well-being for all. (Therefore, I think that when we set up oppositions and hierarchies we really make things difficult for ourselves and others, and there needs to be a lot of effort and hard work involved to use and experience those oppositional and hierarchical patterns.)

More about Jim and I. In my last blog posting on 12/18/10, “Exploring the Basics,” I said that when playing my part as a responsible female over the years, I had been consistently passionate about maintaining the health and vitality of Jim and my relationship, believing in the power of divine Love—and our synergistic dyadic Love. Filling out more of the picture now, I think Jim had also been passionate about the health and vitality of our relationship in his way. As I See it today, he, like many men, oftentimes showed and shows his passion through his actions, without accompanying words; while many of us females have spent a lot of time talking with ourselves and other females about our relationships of many kinds.

And here again, Jim and my passion about being together was set within the context of the time and place, and also within the context of what else each of us had predominantly active in our individual psyches at various times. Yes, during our first forty years together I think Jim and my relationship was very complex, as I think many others have also been and are. Currently, he and I are even more directly relating with one another in each transaction daily, where as Artists of the Spirit we are choosing to increase our skills with the use of our mental and emotional communication processes. We are both energizing a belief container that we are each an individualized portion of Oneness who is creatively and artistically using our basic individual point of power amidst this time and space reality.

Potency and Impotence. Having lived within and directly experienced an era in the U.S. when we white females were definitely second class citizens (as were male and female blacks), and white males were the first class citizens, I have considerable fodder for contrasts with my Life today. My past experiential comparisons amidst a superior/inferior and oppositional dualistic society are extensive.

While in the bathtub the other day, with a lot of emotional satisfaction I Realized that I have effectively taken my power back from my own originations that had led to connections and events I no longer choose to experience. Other than what I‘m originating on a daily basis for my Life in the present, the only big-scale emphasis I‘m currently making will be portrayed in a watercolor picture of a clay pot of peace I‘m both imaginatively planting and painting. When the picture is completed, I‘ll put it on the door to my personal room.

The clay pot of peace will have a branching, growing vine in it, and a little above the center of the picture there will be a Holiday card I received this year, where there‘s a white dove of peace on a swirly red background. This pot of peace symbolizes my energized and passionate contribution to current-day events—that is, peace that goes far beyond wars and battles. Other than that, in the present I Am open and receptive to emergings from what I‘ve already energized and to multidimensional manifestations. I now know I no longer need to “mix it up” in confrontational ways with other spirit-being humans, that there are far easier and more effective ways for me to Live.

Time and space. Currently, I think there is a basic time and space for this reality system. From a dream on 12/16/10, in my journal Dances and Dancers I wrote, “In last night‘s dream I experienced a fuller, rounder time and space than a linear or even associative cultural process. It certainly was different—and quite wonderful!“

My body organism. Earlier this month (December 2010), after listening to the BBC's/IPR‘s radio program The Changing World about “The Mysteries of the Brain,” it was even clearer to me that my body organism has a mind of its own. So even though our current-day cultural concept about a mind-body connection is certainly valid, where our thoughts and emotions directly affect our bodies … what I also Understand even more clearly now is how vast the Intelligence is amidst my basic wholistic body organism.

And so that‘s an update of many of my discoveries up to now about “the basics” as I have been and am calling them, which I realize are certainly my own energized thought-form containers, and truly may not be applicable or relevant for other spirit-being people, which is another basic as I Understand it today in terms of basic individuality.

With Best Wishes to All of Us, J.

Exploring the Basics

And so on October 30th, 2010, I completed my portion of the fabulous dyadic Love story Jim and I collaboratively co-wrote and played parts amidst for forty years, within which I had truly cherished so many aspects of our co-creativity! The October 30th completion also included any ongoing immersion in the River of Love; I felt I had done the best I could with my translations and applications from within it along the way, as I and my worldview were expanding during the journey.

Nonetheless, making that “It‘s Completed” decision, and then being able to fully and effectively implement it had taken many months. During the lead-up time it had been a multifaceted, developmental (and rewarding) personal process. From the beginning of our dyadic relationship, playing my part as a responsible female, I had been consistently passionate about maintaining its health and vitality, believing in the power of divine Love—and our synergistic dyadic Love. What would happen to me, and Jim and I, when I energetically dissolved that whole construction of mine?

For his part, Jim too had truly enjoyed and cherished so much of our dyadic journey and Love story, while he had also felt overly constrained at times as he experienced the results of our co-creativity. Then after forty years, we both knew we had each filled that script out … it was completed. Reflectively-speaking, I feel privileged to have been able to play out two major roles available to spirit-beings with female bodies—both as a mother and as a female in an adult dyad—with two such wondrous dancing partners.

Jim and I are now exploring our current-day personal passions. We both feel much freer this way, and can be even more interested in what each of us is doing when we come-to-meet at meals and other times during the day and evening. Our mutual and deepening Appreciation for each other is increasing, where everything is a fresh creative opportunity daily > new stories and new dances.

Jim‘s central emphasis at present is his own wholistic inner processes, along with music, still and video photography, golf with a practice area in the basement, our daily interactions, and ongoing Life-maintenance activities. Since I‘m no longer writing about current-day cultural matters, I won‘t be representing any of Jim‘s point of view either, as he too follows emerging cultural events … if he has anything to say, he can do so with his blog (jimwithin.blogspot.com).

Today, both in the immediate present and the spacious present, I Am primarily amidst a completely different reality as a fully liberated Being, freed from ongoing patterns and connections—open and receptive. It‘s a culmination time, when purposeful emphases I made throughout my Life are appearing; and sometimes many previous focuses that took days, weeks, and months to study are entering my conscious awareness within the space of half an hour. And, as a liberated Being, I Am aligned with my body organism that is freed from cultural programs, collaborating with what it wants and needs, where together “we” are confidently standing and moving on our own two feet amidst overall divinity and its supportive environment. (I have written “I Am” as I have been doing because I believe that‘s what I and everyone else is fundamentally—and then each of us fills in and fills out the details of “I Am”—what, who, and where.)

Recently, I and my body organism were attracted to a book we then ordered from One Spirit: Mike Dooley‘s Manifesting Change. The initial attraction was a sense that he might know something we didn‘t consciously know about manifestation, while my body organism and I are in the process of easily and effectively creating/co-creating a fully healthy body organism and Earth system to experience. (Sure enough, his book gave me an important way to think.)

When Dooley talked about how the original design of our Earth system came into existence, I could Understand that the origin of the basic Earth system is a collaborative dynamic painting that spirit-beings amidst Oneness craft together, which then naturally materializes—so the details of “how“ just manifest from that Oneness dimension. And then, each of us spirit-beings with body forms within this basic system of time and space, fills in and fills out our part with the choices we make. This is a BIG contrast to our Western world‘s cultural ways of thinking and “stories”—both scientific and religious—about the Earth‘s origin and our human place within it.

In terms of levels and dimensions, I‘m now choosing to think that as unfettered Beings we are all currently and collaboratively co-creating our basic system of time, space, and forms through our imaginative powers in a Oneness dimension. Then as individualized portions of Oneness who have chosen to come into this Earth system, we each experience the unique species and gender form we have selected, filling out our portion of the picture daily, where there is always free will within the system‘s flexible design. From my point of view, I think both dimensions—Oneness and our basic Earth reality system—are always operating simultaneously, both outside of time and space and within it … so for me, being able to move to and within them is an important skill to continue to develop as the essence of myself, the Essential I.

Therefore, when energizing this worldview about manifestation and dimensions, “I” have the powers of direct imaginative creativity, which I also think each of us is always using simultaneously, both at the Oneness level and as spirit-being humans. Hence, this seems to be an important perspective to have for my quest of knowing how to create/co-create and manifest a fully healthy body organism and a fully healthy Earth system, to then experience. And now, what about my body organism?

I think my basic body organism is an energy form, a combination of divine creativity crafted to be self-correcting and healthy … It‘s fundamentally intelligent, and constructed from an intermingling composite of mental, emotional, psychological, spiritual, and physical processes. That is, it is “wholistic.” It is basically spiritual in all its aspects, divinely crafted and inspired, and there are really no dualistic divisions like spiritual and physical, etc. I believe it has its own symbolic language.

In this reality system, we—me and my wholistic body organism—are collaboratively co-creating with Gaia, the overall living Earth system, which I believe is also basically intelligent and designed to be self-corrective and healthy in wholistic well-being terms. And together—my body and I—are co-creating with millions of other species members who are focused in those ways, including humans who are making similar choices.

What I‘m currently Seeing is that most of the human species (who are a small portion of the whole basic Earth system, and especially those of us in the Western world), have greatly magnified and distorted our role and place on the planet, which has obviously been part of the experiment here, where there is an opportunity in the present to change oneself individually.

In summary, I Am aligning my creative powers with my wholistic body organism as it explores what it can Be and do as it uses its unfettered creative powers, and together we are choosing to align with other spirit-being species members and those humans who are emphasizing in similar ways to my wholistic body organism and me.

In answer to the question of why “we” didn‘t figure all this out earlier? … Because the appropriate experiences, Understandings, positions, perspectives, and pieces had to be in place, appropriately weighted, and appropriately aligned with one another for us to play our part in the ongoing drama, such as we can do now.

From recent dreams I‘m interpreting that there are many spirit-being people in today‘s world who are looking for different ways of thinking and a different identity. I also think each of us amidst this reality system crafts our own individual and unique journey, that there isn‘t A Process or A Pathway, although there are basic system principles. I know “I” have multiple basic capabilities, which I Am in the process of discovering more about, including more about “me.” Then together “we”—my wholistic body organism with its abilities and me with my abilities—are collaborating to find out what we can Be and achieve, individually and together—using the basics.

With Fresh Love and Beyond Love, J.