Within just a few hours in early December, the ground color changed in our locale from mixes of gold, orange, and tan to WHITE! Then a few days later, when I looked out the window to the area of the two hanging tree feeders, as the snow fell softly, there were five red male cardinals and a number of female members flying about, while two squirrels dashed around the tree. What fun! And later that week, when I looked outside I saw at least ten Mallard ducks rather frantically scratching in the snow on the hillside under the feeders.
As I've been standing way back from the past, Seeing with increasing Clarity my own creativity, Jim's, and our interactive results throughout the years, expanding Understandings have emerged. Even though he and I now agree it's been a wonderful and wondrous trip together, we also agree it's been very difficult and hard work for each of us. And from my perspective, what I‘ve Seen is that in the past in many ways Jim and I were individually energizing some personal choices that were truly impossible to harmonize. Certainly, we each did the best we could within the matrixes we were each within, and the context of the times as we translated them. And of course there have been many personal energizations that did ring and sing harmoniously between us over the years, including a very deep Love. From one viewpoint, each of us has been perfect for one another by providing the opportunities we've had in all ways!
Nonetheless, Seeing the impossibility of a fullness of harmony has been part of my being able to completely Liberate myself from all of my ongoing energized forms … Therefore, as I understand “how it all works,” by Being truly effective, I'm no longer subject to many aspects of other‘s creativity as I was before, because there isn‘t an energy connection in the first place. Hence, effectively dissolving all dyadic designs recently was essential, as was dissolving all past energizations and connections. And Jim is recently stating that he too has been in a Liberating process, in his own way. Thus far, we‘re both pleased with the results about how our originations are playing out in our day-by-day Lives.
By liberating myself from all my ongoing designs with Jim and from my whole past, I‘ve been free to See everything that has taken place as potential fodder now for further Understandings and Expansions, while not being energetically connected with any of it. Therefore, within an immediate present, fresh perspectives are more available. I‘m also even more aware that literally everything I experience I‘ve chosen and energized within vaster dimensions of my composite Being, as my part of co-creative dances. This is certainly a big contrast to what I originally learned culturally!
Everything really is opened up now, as I had been inwardly hearing from divine guidance so often for many years—furthering my composite Being choices of which me, which matrix, which mind and brain, what kind of relationships do I choose to have, and which reality am I crafting to Live amidst?
Recently Jim and I, as multidimensional composite Beings, have been getting to know ourselves and each other on a daily basis in the present, that is, who each of us is choosing to Be each day, and what patterns each of us is energizing now, without the past continuously interweaving. It sure simplifies things! Additionally, with all this open space, energizations from the spacious present have more room to manifest, where I can then decide what to do about them.
This snowy season Jim and I are pursuing personal interests, which we oftentimes share with one another throughout the day. One of my current focuses is upon what I think is a basic of this reality system—the use of my imaginative capabilities as a two-way street process between me-as-a-spirit-being and my body organism … and becoming more skillful with them.
Then last month Jim and I brought two Bowflex exercise machines into our lives (one for each of our body sizes), for an at-home gym in our large walk-out basement. Jim used his past engineering skills to assemble them in a day-and-a-half (with small amounts of assist from me); and no pieces were left over! Our purposes are to build stronger bodies over the winter.
And, both of us as holistic Beings have continued to be informed about developing cultural events, locally, nationally, and globally...
More recent significances. Because golf and golfer Tiger Woods have been such a large focus in Jim‘s Life, and hence mine, to some degree I‘ve been following the unfolding story about Tiger‘s involvements with other women and his involvements in Las Vegas, etc., with some interest and considerable amazement. Moreover, I also wrote about him in my previous August 2, 2009 blog within the racial section. I have been questioning, Did Tiger somehow think that at least some of his other activities wouldn‘t come out in some way? … or maybe he didn‘t even think along those lines. He sure had me fooled (or more responsibly stated, I fooled myself): I thought his wife, Elin, and their two children were filling out the rest of his dreams. Jim‘s reactions? Jim thinks Tiger thought he was above it all, and with his great success he had hypnotized himself. (By the way, my current-day definition of being judgmental includes a type of evaluative right or wrong, whereas I just do the best I can in terms of seeing “what is ” as clearly as possible. And when I do have personal responses such as the above, to own and note them.)
Where I am in my Life today is that I often use a position of who am I to say what someone else should or shouldn‘t do, although generally-speaking, I do think that when basic trust is broken in a relationship, it can be very hard to repair. Nonetheless, I see this as an opportunity for Tiger to choose to Be a different self, one he doesn‘t need to hide portions of. That said, with Ease and Compassion, I‘m moving it all on and out of my psychic structure.
And so Jim and I as multidimensional composites of Being, are now into the fourth season of our natural world year, where the emphasis has been and is—New Songs, New Stories. Today is the winter solstice, the event in the natural world year of the shortest daylight hours.
Currently, Jim feels that for a long time in our lives he was completely consumed by what we had going, which took all his energies—and then some. He says that for a long time he had too much going on, and it was out of control … And now he‘s pleased he‘s dialed it back, where he doesn‘t have the excesses … but it is currently a full Life, and he‘d like to have more open spaces in it. My response is that as Liberated composite Beings, it will be interesting to experience what happens henceforth, on a daily basis.
In the immediate present, I‘m experiencing Jim and I as primarily Being individuals in matrixes and realities which are different than current-day cultural ones, while at the same time each of us is very fluent in the language of our society, with which we interact in various ways at times.
With increasing Clarity I've been Understanding that with a concept energy form—such as Something Completely Different—which each of us then designs and sets forth, our individual energy form oftentimes includes very different ingredients than those used by the other person. And, how are Jim and my individual matrixes and realities completely different than what we‘ve each done before? Well, each of us will have daily opportunities to play with our Life and find out what happens. Obviously, clear and easy communications can be desirable and helpful.
With Wondrous Seasonal Best Wishes, J.
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