Last week—the day I was aligning with a new moon month, crafting a short ceremony by energizing specific personal significances, and six days before my 78th birth day celebration—via land-mail I received a Quality Paperback Book Club catalogue. In it, there were two books of interest to me—one of which was The Power by Rhonda Byrne. (It is a follow-up to her book and DVD, The Secret, I mentioned in my manuscript Within, the chapter titled “Which Brain, Which Mind?”.) Then out of that recent attraction, including ordering the book, an essay for another blog posting has emerged, this time about my experiences and perspectives around personal power amidst a context of overall divinity.
This current essay is following previous blog postings earlier in 2010, one of which described taking a creative leap into a completely different reality. Then after deciding to leap, the first thing I did as a wholistic and composite multidimensional Being was to construct the framework and core patterns for this Completely Different Reality to leap into. My overall composite self currently includes me as an Essential I/spirit-being and body organism with its dimensionality—from which “we” can also thread out our various parts. This new framework was like being in a new country … and of course I could still speak the language and understand the customs of the current-day cultural reality. Other earlier 2010 blog postings included perspectives about unconditional compassion, and liberation.
Back to my adventures through the years with Personal Power. In simplified terms, I agree with those who have said and say we create our lives, with every thought every minute of the day. And at the same time, what I now Understand is that so much of what an individual thinks, does, and experiences depends upon who/what she or he believes themselves to Be, what other beliefs they are primarily using, the matrixes they are within as experiencers, their jobs, family structures, and the other relationships they already have. For me, it‘s been a very long journey to blend all the pieces together as harmoniously as possible in my Life.
Now to square one. The worldview I am using today is one that has emerged from large-scale focuses on—What are the basics of our Earth system and the overall divinity we are amidst? … What are our human primal processes? … and getting as close as I can to how it all works. My starting point is that I Am. I am what? For me, in the beginning there is no “what,” it‘s simply, I Am. I have had experiences where I didn’t have a body or thoughts, where “I” was in a place of pure being, direct knowing, and Oneness, directly knowing myself as essence, which I later called the “Essential I.“ Furthermore, I believe each of us has a basic Being structure of a similar sort, and it is up to each individual to recognize and identify with it. That is, to literally choose to become a different person than the who/what we were culturally conditioned to Be.
How I Understand my process today is that as an EI (Essential I), I selected and energized choices, which began my participation within environments that included subtle forms, light, sound, and relationships, where I became a spirit-being with conscious awareness. Since I have almost exclusively confined my decades of explorations to this basic Earth system amidst overall divinity, what I now will describe is within that context and does not necessarily apply to other systems, where I believe there are different fundamental agreements than those that are basic to this system.
So the story that makes the most sense to me today is one where as an EI/spirit-being, I selected this Earth system out of a multitude of probabilities I could choose from, because of its experiential possibilities … and somehow there were agreements made between me and my parents within deeper dimensions of our Beings. I also think that my birth daughter Kim and I made preliminary agreements, as did Jim and I—all at these deeper dimensions of our selves. Moreover, how I think it all works basically is that even though agreements are made, there is always flexible free will by all the participants during their Life processes. That is, there are probabilities and possibilities, but nothing is fixed unless an individual energizes those patterns.
I still think the best way for me to think is that what has been taking place here on this version of our Earth system for thousands of years has been a collaborative spirit-being experiment, with the results recorded in what we call history and archeology—peace among people, commerce and trade, wars and killings, famine and abundant food, inventions, explorations, exploitations, conquerers and conquered, rich and poor … and relationships of various kinds with fellow Earth species, the Earth itself, and overall divinity.
I see the past as a rich mix of contrasts, as a large and moving tapestry—which brings me to the present. Yes, I continue to believe our current-day human cultures have been built upon an unsustainable environmental and economic foundation that is obviously playing out in our Life times to their logical and inevitable conclusions. And I also think none of us spirit-being humans with body organisms is stuck, like having to pay some ghastly price for our actions or non-actions.
The version of Me I usually energize today is a composite multidimentional Being, including an intelligent and empowered body organism. And I have well-established locales in my psychic structure: I now have inner “homes” I can move to in a Witness/Observer position, in a Selection/Energization position, and in an Evaluator position. “I” can Be in one of these inner locales, or even in all of them simultaneously—in addition to being an experiencer in a Physical Result position. This is what I call the basic feedback loop that is part of our original probable equipment we spirit-being humans with body organisms can use. So this is my version of how to fluidly and effectively use the feedback loop, where one can experientially Understand the results of his or her personal power energizations, with ongoing opportunities to redesign.
I am convinced there are other probable Earths, including a fully healthy one, that are part of our basic Earth system, which we humans can figure out how to consciously bring forth into manifestation—and that‘s a lot of my current-day explorations. Repeating what I wrote in the conclusion of my previous blog posting, I See a wholer, fuller freedom as Liberation from one‘s culturally conditioned mind. To achieve that Liberation, I think an individual needs to become aware of their operating patterns for Life, have a strong desire to change them, figure out how to be effective with their removal, and be skillful enough to construct entirely new ones that are not just retreads of one‘s own or other available cultural constructions. From my point of view, this is a formula for An Expanded Personal Power, which can be an interesting framework to use for playing with one‘s Life.
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