The clearest picture I have thus far for one aspect of “how it all works,” is that spirit-being humans can become so connected and identified with their own pattern originations, when there is a spirit-being parting from their physical body organisms, they are still enmeshed and encoded with those same patterns. So by not successfully extracting the essence of themselves, the spirit-bring quite possibly lives other lives within similar design matrixes. I also think there are spirit-beings who have consciously wanted to keep having similar experiences in other lives and locales.
In the later 1970s, while living in the Sierra Nevada mountain foothills in northern California, when I was in a crisis about my father‘s forthcoming passing on, I played a lot with different ways of thinking—and their results. On many occasions I would temporarily set aside my own identity and thought processes, and purposely energize another set of patterns with which to see and experience my environment. Then I would extract the essence of myself from my body organism, placing “Me” in back of my body, identifying with myself as the essence of Me that was the energy pattern originator. After that I would take a walk in the surrounding woods, seeing and experiencing the world through that different lens. When I came back home I would rejoin with my body, assume my usual identity and thought patterns, afterwards writing about the specific designs I had instigated and what had happened
From today‘s perspective, it was a great way to begin to really Liberate and untangle the various components of Me-as-a-wholistic-Being … and to experientially Understand the processes I naturally use to energize designs of all kinds.
Then in the early 1980s when Jim and I were taking a tour through history, Jim was convinced he had lived other lives in other times. From my point of view, I thought I certainly made natural energy connections with others in the past and present, from my emphases as Jacquie, but it didn‘t feel right for me to go beyond that. A few weeks ago a speculation arose to my conscious awareness: Does how some people in today‘s world think about living other historical lives, primarily apply to the experiment?
Over the years, my Understandings about how one‘s gender role as a cultural female or male can be a large entrapment in terms of one‘s identity and identifications as a spirit-veing human, has increased considerably. This includes the emotional tones that have become familiar experiences in one‘s Life. Also, I‘ve been increasingly aware that our official cultural agreements about the significance of objective/scientific reality, a type of logos that doesn‘t include a person‘s inner subjective aspects, can become a major entrapment.
Recently, during “Our” explorations of The Tree of Life, our body organism is very clear that in its natural state, the escalating emotional intensities in today‘s world are usually too much for it! When in their presence at televised sports events and many other entertainment venues, it tenses up to protect itself. And I have Realized that in the past, as a spirit-being human within a cultural context, I too thought I needed to set forth a lot of energy in order to be safe-enough and to even have a desirable place amidst it. Again, this is being said with great Appreciation for the experiential contrasts I have had as a participant in the cultural processes.
Today … the story that wholistically makes the most sense to Me is one where I imaginatively See a big spirit-being gathering of those who were choosing to collaborate and participate, in preparation for the experiment in separations from the basics—that would unfold for thousands of years. At the preliminary spirit-being meeting, various forthcoming participants were choosing various parts. During the process, I said I wanted to come into the whole experiment just once, near the end. I wanted to play a part where I showed how one could become culturally programmed, and then successfully disentangle oneself from one‘s patterns and body organism—returning home as a portion of unfettered divine Love and Oneness, while still amidst the natural world as a spirit-being human. (I especially enjoy this picture because it gives each of us spirit-being humans a more original horizontal playing field.)
A major Realization that has been becoming even clearer recently, is that as a spirit-being person, I‘ve been exploring divine Love all my Life, including how it has been culturally translated during the experiment. In the present, it‘s like I‘m back home as a portion of unfettered divine Love and Oneness, with all the digested experiences, Understandings, and their applications so far … along with a wonderful companion and fellow-traveler for the past 41-years—Jim.
I‘m also very clear that experiences from using current-day cultural individuality positions and perspectives are very different from experiences amidst the dimension of basic unfettered divine Love and Oneness, as an individualized portion of it all.
To repeat, as I See what‘s happening in our world-of-today, I think we‘re all close to the experiment‘s conclusion, where we each can directly apply what we‘ve learned in our Lives … now. And so, as a wholistic composite Being that includes our Body Organism, our choice is to continue applying what “we” have already learned, along with our further explorations and adventures in 2012 … amidst The Tree of Life.
With Best Wishes for the Highest Good, J
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