What Now?

What Now?

It's been more than two years since I last posted a blog. During that time I've been exploring my own version of the Tree of Life—the natural basics of the Earth system and overall divinity—while also adding more clarity to what I've called The Experiment I believe we humans have been amidst for thousands of years. And as I am aware of current-day developments, both globally and nationally, I am even more convinced that The Experiment is energetically over—its designs have been played out and its purpose has been achieved.

What has been The Experiment's purpose? I think it has been to increase our human abilities to pause and evaluate at each moment, to stand back and reflect, asking oneself—“How did we and I get here, and what now?” And I think our major method during The Experiment has been to extensively separate ourselves as humans from other Earth species members, from some fellow humans, and even from our own direct natural divinity. In other words, we humans have purposely chosen to not be aligned with the natural basics of ourselves, the Earth system, and overall divinity.

As I stand back and reflect ~~ throughout my Life I had been searching for what I called “the more,” the rest of the story that we didn't hear culturally. I explored and experimented with many designs within various worldviews in a process of personal expansions. And then recently I've heard inner guidance advise me that it's time to more actively choose what I am setting forth as my part of it all. Certainly, I had previously been actively energizing my own worldview, but it had been within a framework of my quest to know what all my choices were, and to get as close as I could to “how it all works.” This is different: It was time to make more active and direct choices.

At the recent Spring Equinox on March 20th I started a new natural world year, with the major emphasis being “Writing A New Script” in this New Era that the Mayans and others had forecasted. Since I think The Experiment has now played itself out, I imaginatively see each of us human species members having liberated opportunities at this time to choose what, where, how, and when we apply what we have learned from it.

During the past two years I've extensively used a process and procedure of reverse engineering—going from collaborative experiences and results, back to my personal energizations of goals, desires, beliefs. emotions, and other emphases. It always worked, although sometimes I had to go back and look further. 

While Being in the present, with appreciation I also have been welcoming all emotions and thoughts into my conscious awarenesses. One conclusion I've come to is that emotions are very important helpers in terms of personal power … and are connected to ideas, desires, goals, beliefs, and a complex of individual patterns and designs. Then I stand back from my awareness, while finding out what I originated in the first place … and when I have learned enough, the emotional awareness experiences move on—along with my letting them go.

Since this is a personal integrating process, it frees me from directly expressing any or all of this to others. That is, I can choose what, if anything, I want to do and not do. Obviously, this is some of my application of The Experiment's goal—giving we humans more reflective time and more opportunities for choices. Moreover, because I believe there is a whole invisible dimension of communications and connections we are all part of, I carefully and purposely replace no-longer-appropriate energizations with up-to-date ones.

Also included in this personal potency and power process are emphases upon personal responsibility and “right-sizing.” Ah yes, right-sizing. For me it means to evaluate in terms of what I am now crafting—that is, appropriate ways to think, including who/what I choose to design myself to Be. It's a time and place  now, to use the pause and reflect opportunities and lessons from The Experiment to full advantage!

to be continued